所以我都先开自己玩笑

If I beat 'em to the punchline

如果我先主动进攻

Then I can't get hurt

那我就不会受伤了

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying

对，我发誓我有在努力了

But I don't know how to be

但我还是不知道该怎么做

How to be a good friend to me

要怎样才能成为我的好友

'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak

有时候我也觉得我是怪咖

When I wake up, I just don't like what I see

醒来时会讨厌看到的东西

All the way from my head right down to my feet

一路下来从头到脚

Wish that I felt differently

希望我有不同感受

But I'm scared they're all laughing

但我也会害怕别人嘲笑

So I make the joke first

所以我会先开自己玩笑

If I beat 'em to the punchline

如果我先主动进攻

Then I can't get hurt

我就不会受伤了吧

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying

对，我发誓我有在努力了

But I don't know how to be

但我还是不知道该怎么做

How to be a good friend to me

要怎样才能成为我的好友

Change

改变

Wonder if I'll ever really change

不知道我能不能真的改变

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing

因为我会害怕别人嘲笑

So I make the joke first

所以我都先开自己玩笑

If I beat 'em to the punchline

如果我先主动进攻

Then I can't get hurt

我就不会受伤了吧

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying

对，我发誓我有在努力了

But I don't know how to be

但我还是不知道该怎么做

How to be a good friend to

要怎样才能当个好朋友

The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay

脑海里的声音在告诉我我还好

Entertain it for a second, then I push it away

考虑了一下，我还是把它推开

Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying

对，我发誓我有在努力了

But I don't know how to be

但我还是不知道该怎么做

How to be a good friend to me

要怎样才能成为我的好友

Thoughts

胡思乱想

Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts

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